It was good to read this eloquent description of the awakening consciousness. I now recognize the painful emotions I’m feeling as grief. Of course it’s grief! There has been, and continues to be loss across every aspect of our experience. All that is good or worthy, reliably turns to shit at his touch. He, and those who continue to see themselves in him, can only manifest darkness. But as we stand on charnel ground, we will fundamentally be opened and lit by it and prevail together. In time, perhaps, will come forgiveness. But we will never be able to forget. And that is as it should be. Until the next time.
I know I will come back and read this multiple times as it is simultaneously clear and challenging. Even as I sit here processing your thesis, I know it to be true; to live truthfully is to die to our self-created holograms. Our challenge is not to resurrect the hologram or allow a new one to be born. Maybe?
This is a beautiful description of the awakening process and aligning to the authenticity of your life.
I appreciate how you capture the nuances and the dynamics both positive and negative as one strips away the protective patterns and emerges into the version of the self that you desire to truly be.
It was good to read this eloquent description of the awakening consciousness. I now recognize the painful emotions I’m feeling as grief. Of course it’s grief! There has been, and continues to be loss across every aspect of our experience. All that is good or worthy, reliably turns to shit at his touch. He, and those who continue to see themselves in him, can only manifest darkness. But as we stand on charnel ground, we will fundamentally be opened and lit by it and prevail together. In time, perhaps, will come forgiveness. But we will never be able to forget. And that is as it should be. Until the next time.
I know I will come back and read this multiple times as it is simultaneously clear and challenging. Even as I sit here processing your thesis, I know it to be true; to live truthfully is to die to our self-created holograms. Our challenge is not to resurrect the hologram or allow a new one to be born. Maybe?
This is a beautiful description of the awakening process and aligning to the authenticity of your life.
I appreciate how you capture the nuances and the dynamics both positive and negative as one strips away the protective patterns and emerges into the version of the self that you desire to truly be.